So I survived my non-wedding weekend

Devasting, yes. As bad as I thought it would be, no. But probably was because I over medicated myself with my anxiety pills (not enough to harm myself permanently, but enough to keep calm that day). I know it is not the best thing to do, but I was feeling like crap. Thinking about my … Continue reading So I survived my non-wedding weekend


Miss you

I miss you so much, I look at you picture and I feel devasted. How did I lost you? We should be in a beautiful hotel happy and together. But I am home, at bed and took my sleeping and antidepressants pills.   Love you