20 months and counting

It has been 20 months since one of the worse day of my life. Things were really though for a while but now I can say I'm on the other side. Weddings and engagements: how do I feel about them? Well, I do not feel very confortable yet. When I see close friends in their …

My worst christmas ever

So, I was engaged to be married to whom I believed was the love of my life, Mr. D. We were long distance for most of it, an ocean apart. He suddendly ended things, cowardly by text. I was pretty devasted. It was late november 2015 and I was holding a roundtrip ticket to spend …

The fight isn’t over

Haven't post anything in a while. Hi, I hope you are here for fun and not because your heart it's broken. Mine still is. I'm ashamed of how I feel. It has been 1 year, 3 months since he left me and I am not over him or what happened yet. However my life it is …

Sell unused wedding gown

Its been quite a long time since I wrote here. Soon it will be a year since my exfiance left me and it wasn't until yesterday that I finally found the courage to sell my wedding dress. I loved it since the first time I saw it, I new it was the one. Funny thing …

So I survived my non-wedding weekend

Devasting, yes. As bad as I thought it would be, no. But probably was because I over medicated myself with my anxiety pills (not enough to harm myself permanently, but enough to keep calm that day). I know it is not the best thing to do, but I was feeling like crap. Thinking about my …

Miss you

I miss you so much, I look at you picture and I feel devasted. How did I lost you? We should be in a beautiful hotel happy and together. But I am home, at bed and took my sleeping and antidepressants pills.   Love you

How I feel when the non-wedding it’s too soon

My last weekend (like 4 or five of them) I have done nothing but sleep and go to therapy. I did manage to go to the gym twice during those weekends, however the rest of the day I will medicate my self to force to sleep so I don't have to deal with the real …

Hi everyone

  So when I first created this account my intention was to write about Long Distance Relationships LDR (that is why my url is myloveoverdistance) and how I had accomplish to keep a loving and great (or I believed that) even if my loved one was an ocean away. But then I forgot about the …